Real Me (2002-04-24 13:31)

Only few know how it is
Only you will see it real
Tis' the day I shall say
Will it happen over again
Not all have seen what I am
They met the exterior that was my barrier
Please help me God for I have fallen
And those people will no longer stall
I want to go as far away
I want to see how far I can stay
Let me leave this old cold place
And see if I can make my past erase
Please forgive me for I have done wrong
But I will be better and stay as strong
I can not run for I can not hide
My laws say that I must abide
Abide to what I do not know
I guess I'll say it can not show
What happens often is unknown
But I wish it would be bestowed
Those endless nights and sleepless tides
Makes me only want to cry
Please forsake this passion of mine
For I let it out here so hear my cry
To cry allowed would only wrecken
What I said I took for saken
Please help me Lord for I have fallen
Help me up and make that choice
For me all I can do is hope and pray
That I'll be okay some other day