Don't Give A Damn (2004-12-07 01:31)

I wake up
Put my hair up
Don't give a damn about anything
The sun shines through, not this bedroom
I've blacked out the windows again
I shut the blinds
Close my eyes
Hope it's all just a shock and surprise
No makeup
I can't take it
I don't give a damn about anything
Don't smile like, I could care like
Anything good could happen
I roll over&
Pull the covers right back over
Close my eyes and hope I die
Don't let the sun shine into these eyes
I'm fading black now
My hearts solid
My skins pale now, I'm a ghost inside
I don't give a damn about anything
Work in my PJ's
Look around like I should care about,
What you see my ass as looking like
I shut the blinds and close the curtains
Close my eyes or I might be hurtin'
Don't let the sun shine into the eyes
Never let sadness pass my ass by
Turn the stereo on
69
You wonder what might possibly be going on
You have no clue now, not a damn hint
I close back the curtains, black out the light
Roll back over and see it in my mind as night
I don't give a damn about anything
I don't give a damn about you
Want rid of this pressure
All this fucking gratitude
I look dead so I might as well be
It's not like any of you all would see&
I walk the streets like it's midnight
Resent to step into the light
Shut these eyes when you look my way
Pray to god and wish you away
Shattered to the ground I see
You fucked everything up in me
The sun shines through and I hide too
I can't see the daylight
It's not about what happened that night
Think you gured me out
But you're missing what it's all about
Can't seem to nd a reason
To possibly think you have a clue
As to what you thought you knew
Don't give a damn about anything
I close my eyes
Shut the blinds
Pull the covers back over my head
Today's just another day,
That I'll be wishin' I was dead...
So I'll wash o the makeup
Put my hair back up
Stay in my PJ's
And sit here wishing the sun wouldn't shine&
At least not today