Locked Away

My mind’s been locked up
In a solitary confinement of my own
My words have blown away
By a force I never could control

Now there’s nothing left for me to say
I’ve wore all the right words out
Until they were emptier than my soul

The damage is unbelievable
I let myself go off
Like a bomb in the desert
No fear of who may go away

I have no way to fix this
No way to have this undone
Lost myself along somewhere
Pushed and pushed you
Until you finally went away

I sacrificed my entire life
Just to let this monster rule me
Never noticed what was going on
Until I turned around and you were gone