Sat & Cried (2002-07-19 21:23)

I sat and cried as I waited on you
You went away from me
I wondered if I would hear from you again
The feelings I felt scared me deeply
And made me ask if I could keep going
I tried to act like nothing was missing
But its like there was piece gone in me

I sat and cried listening to silence
That use to be lled with love and joy
I looked in the mirror thinking
Why do I look so dead?
Is it because that one and only isn't here?
A tear fell the day I had to say goodnight
And you said only a few months

I sat and cried one year later
Giving up on hearing from you
Months turned into years
And pain intruded into my heart
I was scared to anyone I loved them
Because I knew you were the only one
I didn't want to be with anyone else

I sat and cried on what I thought,
Was an ordinary normal day
I seen your name and I cried more
You came back and held your word
I was nervous when I spoke to you
I was shaking more than ever
"Hey" is what you said
And the biggest smile appeared

I sat and cried knowing god cared
For when I talked to you,
You said, "I still love you too"
Then as if angels sang
My day was made the greatest
One month later and I'm still smiling
And you say you're going to ask me,
The question that I waited to hear again
"I'll be the one to ask you out"
You haven't asked it yet
Because you want it to be a surprise

But I'll sit and cry again that day
Knowing you will always be with me
Whether I talk to you or not
We will always be "special" friends