Depression (2002-04-24 13:10)

The smiles hid it and laughter shattered it
You locked yourself in your room and cried why me
At school u smiled and had the best grades
Who would have thought when your grades went higher
The smiles bigger, then came that phone call
"I'm afraid of what I might do. I don't want to die"
The feelings so intense and the flash backs of abuse
You hated your life yet the smiles told otherwise
Your entire life the same feeling and you admitted hating life
You hated coming home and your emotions wanted to end it
The thought of screams made you cry "Why me? Why me?"
You're smiling more and laughing louder
Feelings appear inside and out now
"Life is better now" I hear you say
"It's a new beginning, depression won't win."
You won it for yourself and now never ending smiles
That's the friend I grew to love