Somehow (2002-04-24 13:00)

Hmmm yeah
I close my eyes and begin to pray
For you and I there's another day
People say we don't understand the
Worlds changing around us
People are leaving us behind now,
Things are getting even bigger
Now people ask where we think we'll
Be ten yrs. from now
Chorus:
I say:
I don't know where I'll be
So many things are happening now
I'll find my way someday somehow
I wonder where I'm at sometimes
Cause the worlds so big and full of
Surprises
Someone came up to me one day and
Asked me to meet them somewhere
Repeat chorus:
mmm..yeah..yeah
That's when they looked at me and
Said don't you remember that promise
you made to me, you found me again
someday, somehow, I don't know why but
I knew you would find me
Verse:
Someday somehow (X 2)
I found you somehow(repeat to fade)

Pain (2002-04-24 12:57)

Will this pain ever end
Or will I just feel worse
I wonder what would have happened if we stayed together
Clearly if would have worked but u chose not to try
Baby why are having em tell me
Tell me yourself
I don't think u wanted this to happen but u allowed it
Now I am left with pain and sorrow cause we were right and u know it
You wanted to be with me but they didn't want u to be
I wonder around this world pondering the meaning of love
If it is to hurt why love then
Why live
Why speak
Did u mean to hurt me?
Was it them who let that happen
Will this pain every go way
Will it gave and leave with fear
I fear life without your love

Gone (2002-04-24 12:56)

Lying to you open the door and the face of my shadow will it erase? o tell me now will you ever see how if you
walk right away from me....tell me DO you ever see the shadow of my darkened face and will the memories
never erase? and til the day when i seen your face i'll come on to tell it all to you
I'll tell it all like it was and the hurt from it too and the pain of the walls closing in on me...tell me
do you see the hurt in my eyes and see that pain that will arise to that darkened room when i seen that face
it was only you........you turned away and seen the light....but i felt the darkened cold on my little embrace of
my heart to you..
to see that way i seen your face you walked away from me too....i wondered how you could ever been
the same as my sweet embrace wanted to hold you tight and let it seem just right until my cold days came to
a beginning trace.....
I felt the hate arise tonight and i seen your shadows in the light..to hold you close would to curse me
and I'd die of hungered pain...Will you see me like i see you?....Will i hate the only way i could have
loved.......... you?.....
i run to the horizon up high and i kneeled down beside the hall to see you....I missed your life and i
seen your hate but to love you again would never erase.........
Chorus:
Could you ever seen it
will you ever beat the ways
I'll always love that face that i always seen
only because it is my sweet embrace...
To the tears of my face and the nights i cant erase
I'll remember your already gone.....
You left with me to follow the hate of my race...you took with you the love i felt for you...and im only left
with what i hate inside and i feel my heart race when i seemed to see your face but then again i wake up in
the cold darkened night then i realize you're already gone...........
Repeat Chorus to fade:

Wonder (2002-04-24 12:55)

When I see you there for the days I wonder
To see thy peace and I wonder how you could erase
My sweet embrace...from your heart to lead the body like me
and seen through to that other you
That you that scared me
And the you that screamed
Words will never erase my lonely heart
Its like that lacey type you see inside that's bumpy but yet small
To the end of my time and ill see you there
I'll think of my heart and its baring tear
To see the endless tears of my words
I wonder how you said those things to me
and I see you in my misery

Why (2002-04-24 12:54)

Why so many questions to be asked?
Why does everyone say it's just the past?
Why am I told not to let it all in?
Why do they say it won't happen again?
Why am I scared for it all to begin?
Why does it seem the world is to an end?
Why do I always try to get ahead?
Why is it I always allow it to come in?
Why don't I stop it when it bothers me?
Why is it I cant see what's in front of me?
Why do I seem to like su rage?
Why can't I stop what happens to me?
Why do people say that I can control?
Why has it lead me to this world?
Why do I wish it would all leave?
Why am I so sad if it's the end?
Why do I feel like I can't go on?
Why am I seeing this imagine?
Why do I lie to show it's not in?
Why won't I take control?

Was It All A Dream (2002-04-24 12:52)

Was it a dream or all a prediction?
To close my eyes and see the same
Would it be a dream if it all came true?
To think I dreamed of you and now I see you
Is it just de-ja-vou?
Or is it all real?
Are nightmares and dreams the same?
Some scare you but some make you happy
Will I see you and say you're my dream come true?

Teenager (2002-04-24 12:51)

We're looked down on for bad things
And never recognized for good
We're blamed for something we didn't do
It's like we're pointless and stupid
To shine or to show is impossible for us
Give us a chance and we'll prove to you
We're not as bad as you think
Good deeds we can do
We can help just as much as you can
Don't automatically think we drink or smoke
Don't say we're failures
Chances are we remember more than you do
We know more than you think we do
It's hard enough to be ourselves
Take it easy and we'll show to you

The Way You Do (2002-04-24 12:51)

When I know your there
I always know you care
There's no reason to fear
Cause I love when you're near
I wish you were here so much
But I know you're there
No matter what I say
No matter how it seems
We always end up together
I wish I could just hold you
But I just can't right now
I wish I could kiss you
But how I just don't know
To be able to do those things
Would be a dream come true
You're everything I ever prayed for
I just hope you always stay with me
I love you more than you will ever imagine
You've helped me more than I can say
There's so many ways you've showed me the world
You've opened my eyes and made me realize
I've become happier since I've met you
You always cheer me up when I'm mad no matter what
The way you care is more than any have
You taught me what love is
And showed me how it makes you feel
I just hope one day I feel get to thank you for that
Although I can't see you I know your there
No matter what I will always love you

Show It (2002-04-24 12:50)

Does this world ever shine
Will I be this all the time?
Every time I start to smile
It always ends up with a frown
The world can turn upside down
You might not know it
Sometimes it won't show
You just have to feel it
When you feel down
You smile and stick around
People think nothings wrong
The world won't show nor will you

Shadow of Fear (2002-04-24 12:49)

I reject to feel
Emotions appeal
Shadow of fear
Is it already here
Do I face it head on
Shall I allow it to rejoin
I fear thou shadow
As my head lies on the pillow
I'm afraid to know
But it will regrow
My hopes blocked
As my heart is locked
Dreams of sorrow
Hopes to borrow
Think of tomorrow
Shadow of fear
It's not here
That dream
Was only a dream
No sorrow tomorrow
I hope and dream
No need to borrow

Sea (2002-04-24 12:48)

I see the way the sea flows
I feel the wind as it blows
The waves break along the rocks
I see the air
ow through your locks
The green in the sea is like your eyes
The color fades at surprise
The laughter you bring
The smile from sea
It took me all by surprise
The way u care
Feeling the air
That look you gave
The smile I prayed to see
It all happened cause of the sea
The sea is wary and full of waves
We traveled those waves
Those wary feelings we received
We're still together
The green in your eyes
The green from the sea
It all helped me believe

Oversee (2002-04-24 12:46)

When the world turns its back
And your left all alone
The shadows of the past
Come back to haunt
The feelings inside
Emptiness behind
They all came back
Worthless you thought
Afraid to awake
Your shadow scared you
You don't know what to do
The feelings insecure
I pray every night
That fright shall oversee
The power in me

Pain (2002-04-24 12:46)

Heart aches with pain
Not a soul to console
It's left without pity
And deserves to be held
With or without life's the same
Feeling whether to live or feel shame
Pain is hard
Not able to stop
Life's bout feeling
Heart is un-held and in pain
Crucial equals same as the pain
The glare in your eyes show you care
The words you speak say differently
Your feelings aware

Purple Shade (2002-04-24 12:46)

Under the tree
I'll be
Under the purple shade
I'll never need your aid
I'll see the world
Like nothing else
I'll be the way I am to be
See the tree is purple
No other like it in this world
You're one of a kind like that tree
The green in your eyes
Always surprise
The way that you care
The glare of your eyes is like the horizon
The several feelings that are shown by it
The feelings of life brought to me
The way you make me feel
With you there is no fear

My Angel (2002-04-24 12:45)

He came into my life not too long ago
It seems like forever that I've known him
A few months can be forever
The love for him I can not describe
Words can't say the passion inside
I hope he stays around forever
I would be lost without him
The way he cares
And is always there
I hope that love stays forever
Although I've never seen him
Things don't seem to change
That doesn't bother and we just don't seem to care
People can say what they like
But we love each other and that's all we care about
We're always there for each other no matter what
Words can't say how much my angel means to me
But he was specialized for me
And I will always love him to death

Musical Soul (2002-04-24 12:45)

When you feel that beat
Your mind starts to control
You open your mouth and let out your soul
The world listens as it plays the airways
Sound waves are studied but not understood
The beat of the music and the heap of the soul
It all helps out every living thing
The music is played like out of control
Soft as can be and hard rock-and-roll
They all di ffer but the soul's not listening
That's how they talk and tell it all
The hype from the loud and passion from soft
Sometimes people sing on stage
Or maybe they do in front of a mirror
Sing your heart out with a mic. or maybe a brush
Be a pro or just a wild child
Let it all out and let it take control
It's all in the music

Let Me Know (2002-04-24 12:45)

As I look out the road I see a never-ending path
I fi gure if your mine baby the sun will last
Don't let me stay like this baby what did I do to you
Oh baby tell me what I have to deal with
Don't let me fall for you
If you hate me true and I love you
Don't lead me on cause my world will fall
Baby I am yours if you want it too
I don't like the way you just leave me
I don't know what to do

If (2002-04-24 12:44)

If these eyes could talk
What would they tell u?
If our love was the same
What would that show u?
If that glass shattered
Would that scare you?
If I talked the same
Would that bore u?
If I looked the same
Would that effect you?
If I lied
Would that hurt you?

Hate (2002-04-23 14:27)

People say they HATE something
But do they mean it deeply?
Frustration, aggravation, and annoyance are confused with hate
To say you hate without a reason,
is like saying you hate someone because of their color
They're all pointless sayings
To say you hate means you never loved
But in the end you love what you "hated"
Be honest; admit you didn't hate anything

Forever Never Ends (2002-04-23 14:24)

When fear begins to draw near and you feel as if it's the end
You can call on me and I'll be here, forever never ends
I've known you for a while and I know you're the same person
The feelings inside are hard to get over
You wish you were the same person inside
I wonder why it had to happen like this
You attempted it but luckily didn't succeed
No one could have made it if you had committed
The nightmare came true that cloudy night
Everyone was scared and you felt it wasn't right
It was said to be an accident but I knew what you wanted
I'm glad you didn't get it, I may have did it myself too
If you think no one cares your surely wrong
Many people would die inside just like you would have
If you think you can't go on, you know who to talk to
I'll try my best to guarantee you'll be okay
Times are hard and no one understands you sometimes
Sure we're not the best of friends but we're close enough
Although there is one thing I can promise and that is&.
I won't let anything happen because forever never ends

Emotions (2002-04-23 14:23)

Sometimes I'm up
Sometimes I'm down
Baby for you I'm all around
Say you love me
Say you care
Baby ill love you for all I can
I've never felt this way before
But I have a feeling it lasts forever more
If I act bad to you
Let me know and I'll show
I love your ways
I love your face
I love the way of your sweet embrace
If you're there
I'll always care
Sometimes I'm up
Sometimes I'm down
Being with you is like heaven
I see the shimmer o your smile
Its like the suns glaze upon your face
Always be in my sweet embrace

Dance (2002-04-23 14:20)

Maybe in the club in the spotlight
Could be in a room with music
Dance Ballet or go Hip-Hop
It's all just dance
Let your mind roam imagination
Allow it to take you to another level
With your friends or all alone
It's all the same
60's, 70's, or millennium dance
They're the same just give it a chance
Bob your head and tap your feat
Eventually you're going to be dancing in the room
It's the power of dance that takes control
Sing along and dance the soul

Confused (2002-04-23 14:19)

As I look out the road I see a never-ending path
I figure if your mine baby the sun will last
Don't let me stay like this baby what did I do to you
Oh baby tell me what I have to deal with
Don't let me fall for you
If you're hating me true and I love you
Don't lead me on cause my world will fall
Baby I am yours if you want it too
I don't like the way you just leave me
I don't know what to do

Changes (2002-04-23 14:18)

Changes by sea
Changes by day
Will I ever be the same
Will I look into the mirror
Shall I see the same person
Should I regret the new me
Shall I hate what Ii can be
Will I be what people like
Or shall I satisfy myself
Should I keep my dreams the same
Shall I fade into the rain
Will there be a rainbow there
Or a dark cloud over loud
Should I look at love the same
Shall I let fear regain
Will I possess this happiness
Or allow it all to drain my soul

As They Say (2002-04-23 14:17)

As they say
Is how it goes
In the end it's the other way
The result never shows
Until that day
When I did lose
Everything I had with you
I thought it would be okay
But now my mind is at slay
Slayed to the love I feel for you
Slayed to the day I lost you
Even though my heart is bare
It will always know to care
There was something there
I can't describe just what
I know we've both been hurt the same
But now I have to learn to tame
Tame my heart to control itself
Tame my love for you
I guess now it is all gone
But I wish it were still strong
Then again as they say
Is how it goes

Angels (2002-04-23 14:16)

Over there are my angels
They're not addressed he or she
Only my angels in reality
Words can't describe the way they help me
My angels guide me where I go
And tell me what is right and wrong
Everyone has their own angels
But mine will always be special to me
The solitude I have towards them,
will forever be with them
The feelings they know without a spoken word
When in need they help me
And knows I'm always here to help them
Although you don't see them as my angels,
but as my best friends
To me they will always be my angels at heart

All I Ever Wanted (2002-04-23 14:13)

All I ever wanted
All I ever asked
To say that I love you
Would be the past
The way you whisper
That's become old
I said that forever
But that's cold
The looks you gave
They were sincere
I love the feeling when u got near
The lines you said
They're now so dead
Your yelling began
The bruises left within
They all hurt inside
You didn't abide
Why u lied
I will never know
The feelings won't grow
Cause there to an end