In this pain

Rip at me please
I dare you to try
It's killing me inside
Playing it hard isn't easy to do
I can't say I'm all together
When I'm shattered in the room
Never can I say I'm pleased
When it only brings back the hate in me
If only someone could understand
And take this past from me
If only I could learn to forgive
It'd be so much easier can't you see
Sometimes it's better to slice away
Take this pain and made it pretty
Cover yourself in bloody rain
It's not going to make this pain subside
Trash your life, it's not worth being
Hating absolutely everything within
Tear to me to shreds please
It's all I can ever ask of you
Distance yourself away from me
I don't want you being in this pain