Of All This Pain (2002-07-19 21:25)

Of all this pain
All of its going
Going away
And now I've been thinking
And sought out my pain
The way that you touched me
Is why I'm insane?
I'm falling down under
And the bricks are all breaking
I'm crying so badly
It's not what I'm taking
All of these words
And all of this pain
And nothing could help me
To stay and remain
And if all I could do was
Cry all my tears
I would fall down on it
If all I could do is think of it all
And nothing could bare
I'd wish myself away
And wish I weren't here
I want to be me again
The one you don't see
I want to be happy
I want to be me
Can't someone just help me?
To be what you don't see
I've fallen into my own lethal mind
And I have nothing to help me
Take my hand and hold me
Show me you're here
All I want to be is what is not here
And if I could chose I'd rather not be
Somebody just realize I want to be real
The one that you knew
The one that you loved
That one that's not the same
Since I had changed the way I react
I tried to take my life and now I regret
But something's need help
Or just a friend's hand
Can't somebody help me?
Be what I REALLY am?