Question (2002-04-24 13:36)

What is there for me?
What's left after this misery?
Is it the end because it feels like it?
Am I close to the edge because you broke my cli ?
Will I live the life as I did before?
Or will I walk the earth missing you forever?
Day after day
Minute after minute
Nothings changed except the love for you
It's gone deeper than you could expect
And further into temptation to drive me closer
Closer to the edge and farther from you
Love that was once shallow is now deeper than the ocean
Deeper than any temptation god could allow
And I walk, wondering, will we be what we were before
I cry my tears not just for you but for the aching heart you left
The sadness on my face was caused by the day you told me.
You really liked her
I know I must face the idea that she's there to satisfy your needs,
And I'm just a younger girl whose here wishing she was doing the same
Age wasn't an issue but distance was
If age and distance is both a number why did only one reason destroy us
You told me you loved me but just as a friend, and maybe it was just me,
Or that meant more to me than it ever would if you told me you loved me otherwise
Because you are my every wish, every dream, every desire
But now we're apart and I no longer hear from you even though I wish I did,
I know you care someway or another, but please just let it go how it seems it should be