My Misery (2002-07-19 21:17)

i thought i meant the same to you as you did to me
but i guess that's just mistaken by my usual misery
i waited and i waited but never did you show
i sat here for hours but i had to realize that i know
you never meant what you said and you knew you wouldn't show
so i sat here longer wishing and praying you would just appear
but instead i ended up in agony and crying and watching my tears
i guess i thought you were di erent but truth is i didn't think
i gured you would care for me the same as i did you
but all you did was stab my heart the way i felt before
before when you left me and we didn't talk for long
When i had to try to hide my love and tell it so-long
but forever never ended and you appeared again
only to make a lie to me and hurt me with my fear
i feared to live without you but learned its not so clear
i'm scared to be with someone else and tell them how i feel
but throughout the years you stayed the same and i did not heal